it was goodnight, not goodbye.

Is it really ending, or are we waiting 2 weeks?
you said you will be mad for 2 weeks, but i am afraid that when it is over, things wont be the same.
i know what i did might have hurt you, but it was an accident.
it was a stupid mistake that i dont even know why i did it.
i was thinking about you, but his name flows better.
you dont know what i was hoping would happen in a few seconds, hopefully you were thinking the same thing.
but then i let it slip and you got upset.
i was hoping you let it fly, but then you didnt.
the next practice, i saw you, but you said you were mad.
and i didnt give him a hug to show you that i actually care about you.
then he got mad at me because he had to ask for one.
both of my friends are now mad, and i dont know what to do with myself.
he forgave me, but you are still holding it above me.
you are the one i wanted to talk to, have hold me, blah.
but then i had to be careless and let those words slip.
it was innocent goodbye to him, please dont let it be to us.